突然好想你

Some people say I think really far, but I was just being serious about it. It is not a game.

I was just thinking, perhaps I am really not worthy enough. I might not be able to give you what you already have, the place you are staying at, the things you have, and the life you lead. No, I will perhaps still be where I am 5 years from now, broke and staying in a 26-year-old three room flat. And perhaps in the next 10 years, sticking around me might not be a good idea, unless you don't mind. That is really if you don't mind leaving all those that you have now, and stick with me in perhaps a small 4 room flat and having to squeeze in mrts and buses with me without a car at disposal. Perhaps a bicycle might be the next best idea, and the taxi which only become a rare necessity when time really threatens. Perhaps the fare might prove too costly a decision that force us to skip a meal and stay home hungry. We might both already know how to cook when the definite absence of a maid that force us to, but there might not be anything to cook at all.

Perhaps....well, these are what I live with now, and perhaps it might get nowhere better since I am not going to be some businessman nor some high-earning professional. I cannot give you a good life, I realise I can't.

I have nothing else to offer, except a love that lasts a whole lifetime, and a heart that goes everlasting through eternity in Heaven...

终于让自已属于我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你
你会在那里
过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什么你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下最痛的纪念品

最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛著 不平息
最怕此生 已经决心自己过
没有你
却又突然 听到你的消息