I guess I am like you, but worse.
Perhaps when it reaches the limit, when the pain is too unbearable to take, I am a worse monster. I delete everything, everywhere...
Dread seeing each other, dread valentine's. I am sorry...but it is really too painful....I tried to let time heal it, I tried to avoid, and even I tried to mix around more with friends and Arts Club work, but none worked. I think I got to let my mind take over my heart too now.
God please end this, stop me bleeding...and you too, no matter who you bleed for. I don't even know anyway.
But I still thank you for all the good memories, it is just that I am not good enough, and not ready in God. I will be lying to say I love you with all my heart when I don't even have the capacity to love my neighbours when God says we must. I am far from it. I cannot take the lead of our lives, I am not good enough.
I am sorry...really...but the pain is really...ouch...this songs explains it all.
But again, well, perhaps you might not even care at all. hahaha...
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